My Dark and Twisty Place

So I'm already going through MerDer withdrawal. We have 121, yes 121 days left until Grey's returns!

So if anyone can enlighten me and write a continuation from that brilliant scene of the finale I would be forever in your debt...

I swear I could watch that scene over and over again, it's just brilliant.  The house of  candles ooh it just makes me cry everytime I watch it.

Meredith has really grown, and sorted through her issues!!!
I'm waving my TEAM MEREDITH FLAG!!! 

 I'm running this over and over in my head.  Where are they going to go from here.  I admit I've turned into a fanfic junkie.  I keep hoping they'll use one of the post 4.11 fics to wrap things up a bit. You writers really know how to get into the characters heads.  I wish they would take a lesson from you.   I honestly don't see them keeping Rose on much longer.  I don't really see people as liking her character, maybe I'm biased.  

I only hope they'll somehow fix the mess they made of Meredith and Derek.  We haven't waited this long to watch them destroy them.

Ok enough rambling for the night.......

So I'm sitting here as I read all the articles with a hopeful smile on my face that this strike may actually come to an end!

But then the thought of having to see the next eppy with Mer walking through the hospital doors after the fact that Derek goes out with Rose?
Makes me vomit a little in my mouth.  

Maybe we'll get lucky and he really won't go on a date with the plant.  Nah, who am I kidding this isn't fanficland, although somedays I wish Greys could be written by all you talented writers out there!  

You really have some great ideas how to fix this don't you?  So if anyone wants to share how they think the next few eppys will play out or humor me write a short fic. I"d be honored to read it!  Or even your comments would be appreciated to see how your take is on where the show will go next.

 Here are some Amazing Mer/Der Fics that I've been reading.  I could keep posting and posting, but these are a few of my top favorites.  Is it September yet?


http://www.fanfiction.net/s/3678725/22/Without_a_Moments_Notice




http://www.fanfiction.net/s/3514243/56/Lightning_Strikes_Twice



http://www.fanfiction.net/s/3886801/2/Step_by_Step




 

I have finally calmed down enough to write what I thought of the eppy.  At first I was upset, they broke up.  If you don't know who I'm talking about, you're clearly not a Mer/Der fan.  But I believe in order for them to get to the next step they need to break up.  
Mer is facing her issues and maybe she does need to focus on herself without Derek.  Derek, I can't say I can understand how he can go from the love of his life to kissing a nurse and then asking her out.  But he can be hard to figure out sometimes.  He doesn't think with his head, and he doesn't know how to be alone.  He wants the dream, the house, the kids, the marriage.  What he isn't realizing is having all of that without the one person, the love of his life, isn't going to be what he really wants.  Is having all that with someone else really worth losing the love of your life?  I'm hoping Rose will open your eyes and make you see and appreciate Meredith.  She is trying, she is getting there.  I know it might not seem fair to Derek, but when you love someone, the way he loves her, he should be waiting.  He needs to get through his issues.  He is an avoider to.  So while Meredith is growing and working on herself, Derek will date.  Derek will avoid his issues.  But Derek will soon realize that having the dream he thinks he wants so bad, isn't worth it, if the love of your life isn't in the picture.